Afeassedaftertheattack。Thebordervillagewasslowlyreturningtoitsordinaryrhythm。Roofswerebeingrepaired,feraightened,andthedamagedsupplybarnhadfinallybeenclearedofbrokentimber。Soldiersstillpatrolledtheroadsmoreoftenthanbefore,butpeoplewerebeginningtoleavetheirdoorsopenagain。
Suyuamostmswalkingthroughthevillage。Shedidnothavemuchstrengthtobeginwith,sosheayedoutfortoolong。Sometimesshehelpedanoldwomansortdriedvegetables。Sometimesshesatbesidethewellandlisteothevillagerstalk。Shefoundthatordinarypeoplehadastrangeabilitytotinuelivingevenafterfrighteningthingshappened。
Thatm,shefollowedAyaoalongthesouthernroad。“Thereisateastallahead,”Ayaosaid。“Youhaveenanythingsincem。”
“Iate。”
“Youdrankhalfabowlofpe。”
“Thatts。”
“Itdoesnot。”
Suyuanglaher。“Thenwhydidyouletmeleave?”
Ayaosighed。“Becausearguingwithyouisexhausting。”
Theyeventuallyreachedasmallwoodenstallbesidetheroad。Itbelooanelderlycouplewhohadlostpartoftheirroofduringtherettrouble。Thehusbandwasrepairingawoodenbenchwhilehiswifepouredteafortravellers。WhentheysawSuyuan,thewomanimmediatelysmiled。
“Princess,sitdown。Youlookpaleagain。”
Suyuanpaused。
Shestillwasntusedtobeingcalledthat。
“JustSuyuanisfine。”
Thewomanlaughed。“IfIcalledyouthatinfrontofthesoldiers,theydprobablythinkIwasdisrespectful。”Ayaosatdownandorderedtwobowlsofmilletpe。Whiletheywaited,Suyuannoticedsomethinglyihthetable,it’sasmallblackfeather。Herexpressiongedforonlyamoment。Shebentdoickeditup。“Wheredidthisefrom?”Theoldwomanlookedfused。Suyuanturhefeatherbetweenherfiherewasnothingunusualaboutit。Nowriting,nomarkandnothingthatexplainedwhyshehadseenthesamekindbefore。Sheplaceditbathetableandthewomanshruggedandtinuedpreparingtea。
AyaowatchedSuyuancarefully。“Yourethinkingaboutitagain。”Suyuanlookeddowntheroad。Acartpassedinthedistawochildrenchasedeachotherbesideitwhiletheirmothercalledthemback。“Yes,”shesaidquietly。“ButIdontknowenoughyet。”
Ayaonodded。
Amomentlater,hoofbeatssoundedfromtheroad,severalXiansoldiersappearedinthedistance,returningfrompatrol。AtthefrontrodeGeneralSuXieZheng。HenoticedSuyuanimmediately。Hisgazemovedfromhertotheteastall,thentotheblackfeatheroable。Hedismounted。“Youshouldntwalkthisfarwithouttellingtheguards。”Suyuanlookedathimcalmly。“Ihadguards。”XieZhengglancedbehindherandtwosoldiersstoodawkwardlyseveralstepsaway。
“Theyweresupposedtostaycloser。”
“Theyweretoldnottobotherme。”
Xiealmostsighed。
“Youmakemysoldiersquestiontheirlifechoices。”
Ayaocoveredhermouth,tryingnottolaugh。Suyuanloweredhereyestohidethesmallsmilethatalmostappeared。Forabriefmoment,theroadfeltpeaceful。ThenXieZhengnoticedthefeather,hisexpressionbecameslightlymoreserious。“Wheredidyoufindthat?”Suyuanlookedathim。“Uhetable。”Hepickeditupandexamiwithoutsayinganything。Afteramoment,hehaback。“Dontworryaboutit。”SuyuanraisedaneyebrowwhileXielookedtowardthedistantmountains。
Thewindmovedthroughthegrass,herofthemspokeforawhile。Therewerestilltoomanyquestionsbutfornow,thevillagewassafeandthatwasenough。