BythetimeSuyuanandAyaoreturotheOrchidCourtyard,thesunalreadybegantosinktowardsthewesternmountain。Thehiddenpathbroughtthemdirectlytothesideoftheentranceofthecourtyard,Ayaoglancedaroundbeforeslippingihthefishinherhand。Suyuanfollowedherthroughthepath,thecourtyardwastooquietforaplacethatbelooaprincess。Therewereonlyfourpeoplelivingwithinthesewalls。PrincessShuranandNannyZhangoccupiedthemainhall,whileSuyuanandAyaolivedinthesmallersidehall。
Thecourtyardwaskeptdespiteitsage。Thewoodenpillarshadfaded,therooftileshadbeenrepairedmoretimesthananyoneremember,andtheoncebeautifulcarvingaroundthewindowshadlostitscolor。Therewasnothingluxuriousabouttheplacebutitwasstillahomeforthem。AtleastthatwaswhatSuyuantriedtotellherself。Thepalacekitrarelysentthemanythingfresh,mostofthedaysthefooddeliveredtoOrchidCourtyardsistedofleftoversthatothersdidntwant。
EveryonekheKhanhadlongsinceabandonedPrincessShuran。Nooneexpectedhimtocarewhethersheatewellorsleptwarmly。Mostoftheallowancesenttothecourtyardentonthemedie,whateverremainedhadtobestretchedcarefullyuntilmonth。Suyuanknowhermotherneverplainedandthaterhapsthethingfrightenedherthemost。Suyuanpushedopenthedoortoherroomaiogeherdress。Herdresswassimple,madeofpalecottonfabricthathadbeenwashedsomanytimesthatmadethefabriclostitssoftherewerenopearlssewnintothecollar,nojadeorshangingfromthewaistaainlynoelaborateembroideryfitforanimperialprincess。
Yetevendressedsoplainly,Suyuanpossessedabeautythatwasdifficulttooverlook。Herfeaturesweredelicate,herplexionpaleandhereyesclearandquietbehlonglashes。Herbodyhadbeenweakerthanirlsherage,havingbeenborurelyshetiredeasilyandoftenfellill。Asingleglancewasenoughtomakepeoplethinkshewasagirlwhoneededproteg,afragileflower。Foramoment,shealmostbelievedit。Thenhergazeslowlydarkened,aflower?No。Shehadlearnedlongagothatbeautifulflowersweretheeasiestthingstotrample。HermotherhadoncebeencalledthemostbeautifulfloweroftheXianEmpire,elegant,radiantandcherished。Aflowerthateveryoneadmiredahatbeautifulflowerhadbeenpluckedfromherhomeland,forcedtobloominfnsoiltheowither。
Suyuanwillneverbeeanotherflowerandwaitinghopelesslyforsomeooprotectit。Iftheworldinsistedoingherastheflowerthen,perhapsithadfottenthatsomeflowersarepoisonous。Suyuanturnedawayfromthemirror,shehadnoiinprovirengthtoanyone。Apoisonousflowerdidnothornstobedangerous,sometimesallitneededwasforsomeootouchit。
Wheeppedoutside,thesmelloffreshlyedfishgreetedher。Ayaowaswaitingbesidethesmallstove,proudlyholdingthecarp。
“Miss!it’sready”
“Thatswhatyoucallready?”Suyuanstaredatthefish。
Ayaolookedoffended,“ieditproperly”
“WellIbelieveyou”Suyuancrouchedbesidethestove。
“Gsomeginger,greenonionandsomesalt”
Ayaoimmediatelysighedandstooduptolookforthings。Sheknowshercookingisterrible,thatswhySuyuandidn’tlethercook。Suyuancouldn’thelpsmiling,shetooktheedcarpandmadeseveralshallowcutsalongitssidesbeforerinsingitoncemore。Sheplaceditintoapotofwaterandaddedseveralslicesofgingerandafewpiecesofgreenonion。Thefirebehthepotwaskeptlow,shewaitedpatientlyasthewaterslowlycametoasimmer。Steamrosefromthepot,carryingthefreshstoffishandgihroughthequietcourtyard。
Suyuancarefullyskimmedthefoamfromthesurfacebeforeaddingasmallamountofsalt。Theyhadnoexpensiveingredients,nopreedicalherbsandnodelicaciesfromtheKhan’skit,onlywarmbrothoffishbutthat’senoughforsomeonewhowasillenoughforhermother。Ayaocrouchedbesideher,“MisswillHerHighnesslikeit?”Suyuanglaowardthemainhall,“Ihopeso”。Hersmilewasfaint,hermotherhadeatenverylittlethesepastfewdays。Evenmedieseemeduostopherhealthfromdeing。Suyuanneverasksfortoomuch,onlyawarmmeal,saferoomandhermother。Yetsomehow,eventhesesimplethingsseemedsodifficulttokeep。Forjustamoment,shejustrememberedhermentleface